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Kyla Holburn
Apr 26, 2005 12:42 ETBack | Print Article
Dear Kyla,
Here I find myself almost 5 months after your death and this hasnt gotten any easier. To have known you for so long and then suddenly lose you was much like losing a part of myself. I never dreamed I'd be without you some day and I'm sorry that it had to happen. I miss you babe, more than words could ever express. I think about you all the time and not a day goes by where your picture doesnt greet me when I wake up in the morning. I can still remember the times, back when we were 5 years old, and we'd wrestle for hours. We never got bored and no many how many times we got told to be quiet, we just kept on going.
Babe, you were my everything and I'm sorry I wasnt there to say goodbye. I'll never forgive myself for not being there or even potentially having the chance to make a difference. You know that if I could have, I would have stayed by your side forever. However, being so far away from home now, I wasnt able to make it and I just hope you understand.
I hope you're happy and I hope you arent alone. You're my angel babe and someday we'll be together again. Take care of yourself and I'll see you soon.
I love you more than I could ever tell you.